Where am I headed?

Who do I want to be?
Thats a very good question. I do not know the answer. I dont think I will know the answer until I am there. This is not about getting from Point A to Point B. It is about the transformation.
Where am I in this process? Well, it is fairly new. And I think if I asked myself that every day, it would always be a different answer! But here is where I am today.
I have finally found what I want to do with my life. I realized that the reason school never worked before was because I just didnt care enough. School is going to be hard for me, and I accept that. I have finally found something worth working for! I DREAM in ASL. The Deaf World is at the end of my rainbow.
I am making changes toward a healthier lifestyle. I have gained not only weight, but laziness, shortness of breath, and pain. I want all of those to go away! I want to be happy with my body and to feel well too! I am eating better, and less. I am exercising and riding my bike often, and setting goals for myself. I joined Roller Derby as a way to get more physically fit as well as become more comfortable with myself!
I am not in a relationship currently and I am finding myself very anti-commitment. Me, my dog, and my schoolwork are the things I need to focus on right now. I am not ready for a serious relationship any time soon. And any relationship tends to turn serious for me.
I am making new friends and experiencing new things. I want to continue to move forward in all of these things.