Im mad at you, 89. Im mad at you for giving me a wonderful 2 weeks and then dropping off the face of the earth. Im mad at you for telling me how much you cared about me but not following through. Im mad at you for telling me that you trusted me and wanted to always be honest with me, and then for being too scared to tell me why you left. Im not really mad at you. Im just hurt and heartbroken. Im mad at myself. Im mad at myself for falling for you so quickly and without reason. Im mad at myself for telling you how I felt when I knew it was too soon. Im not really mad at myself. I live with my heart and must accept the consequences. I just wish I could understand. I wish you had given me that chance and respect.
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