For the last month or so i've been re-henna-ing my wrist every other day. Two hearts, with her initial in the middle. Its my reminder that I dont want to give up. I had just re-done it yesterday morn. Because of the frequency that I re-trace, the skin is dyed a very dark brown. I woke up this morning and almost all the brown was gone, leaving only a very faint trace of tan. I took it as a sign. I needed to let her go. And it made me feel immensely better. Sometimes, its the small things.
But really... I should back up.
In the past couple days I talked to a good friend in Seattle as well as my CS about my living situation and got some great input from both. I also received and email from the CHCI program that I had applied to as a Docent. I had gotten so wrapped up in everything that I actually forgot about it. Once it came back around and smacked me in the face I realized that I really want to make that work. I started looking at housing options in Ellensburg as well as Seattle.
Fresh Meat practice last night was amazing. The energy in the room was great- everyone was encouraging and the teamwork was fantastic. Afterwards I headed to a going away party for a friend at his house. I intended to stay for a few drinks and have a friend take me home. Didnt quite go down that way :) Fantastic people and much alcohol consumption and I ended up on the couch! It really was an excellent night tho. AND- I may have found a roomie for Ellensburg. Time will tell many things right now :)
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