Not the important one of me having to move, just a minor crisis. You see, due to a random change of events, there was a chance that 89 would be in town on Sunday and going to my Bout. Can you say PANIC ATTACK? I cant. Because I cant even breathe when I think about it! I have tried to keep other people out of the situation but due to pure terror I did ask someone if she would be here and thankfully she is 1,000 miles away for the next week. Which makes me think of my facebook post: "Is selling your possessions and traveling 1000 miles to attend an event that a girl you're crazy about will be at (along with 1,500 other people) considered stalking?
Oh... it is? Well. Crap. Guess im staying home this weekend!" In any case, I feel better knowing she is there and not here. She will enjoy herself (shes been looking forward to this for a LONG time) and Sunday will be a good day. As much as im dying to see her, even from across the room... I know I couldnt functionally skate with her there. I'd be lucky to not break down in tears when it comes down to it. And I dont want it to be awkward for her either.
Off to SkateLand in a bit to forget my worries for a while!
... and then back to finish a paper and stress about life ;-) At least im taking a break!
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