I have weird attachment issues. I get attached very quickly, be it platonic or romantic. I crave physical connection in my relationships, both platonic and romantic. If I am loyal to you, I will kill for you or die for you. When people in my life feel pain, it makes me hurt. I hat to be alone. I want to have people around me 24/7. I get anxiety and become depressed when I dont have face-to-face social time frequently, as well as if I am lacking in physical contact.
Ive realized recently that on top of all of those things, I also have attachment to certain people outside of my personal circle yet still in my "network". Assuming you are a friend of my close friend, I will often impose my feelings of that person on to you to an extent. I find myself protective of those people. I cant quite put this into words. And I dont have an example I can use without incriminating people at the moment. But it may be something that I re-visit in the future.
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