Grr.

Woke up frustrating myself with "what if" questions and blaming myself. Feeling like MY actions on the night of the drag show were what caused this great divide. I was trying to respect 89's space and let her call the shots and not overwhelm her, and she took it as me being petty and immature. Did I fuck it up then? What should I have done differently?

Goal of the day- real blog post. NOT about her. Imma put on my thinkin cap!